Happy 7th Monthsary B love!

I'm still on hiatus but just a quick shout out to the love of my life...Mohd Zainol Bubin. I love you, i love you, i love you and always will. Happy 7th monthsary syg.

p/s: Can't wait to dance with you baby. eehehe.

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I need an internet break

Intensive hardcore studying starts tomorrow! 20/10.

Exam is like....what..in 3-4 weeks time? So i will be on hiatus for quite a while, i won't be updating this blog that much... not unless i can't resist the seduction of writing. :P

But i have to discipline myself. I need to focus on my studies now. Yes yes, i already have my big daily schedule printed out and hopefully nothing will mess up with my revision time.

You also might have already noticed that my postings were quite infrequent over the past few weeks. Well sadly it is going to be the state for the next 33 days(?) as well.

I'll try posting something fun from time to time whenever possible but no promises. There might be some pictures or videos. But that's just about it. Nothing more.

So i'm hoping to catch up with all of you when i get back. Assuming that you're not on internet hiatus as well. Lol.

You can still check out my twitter posts for updates. My twitter is like my mini-blog lah.




Oh oh oh and of course i have something sweet to reply back to YOU. I just like to keep you waiting for it. :)

p/s: I always have time for you baby. I cinta you.

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Baby's 23rd birthday celebration countdown

My baby turned 23 last 14/10! So we had a small birthday countdown thingy to celebrate his 23rd. Few of his closest friends were also there to celebrate the event. Well, i got to tag along with them since i'm the girlfriend. So we had our supper at the arch(one of baby's favorite place), then we went to arena to play pool.

p/s: Nanti buat bday party ok syg. mwahh

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Happy 23rd birthday to my sayang baby badud

HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY Baby Gnol!

14/10/09

My birthday boy,
I wish you everything in life that’s good and siokkk! :p I wish you to be happy, loved, in good health, blessed and great, as you already are and more! Baby,thank you for filling my life with fun, excitement, happiness and laughter. And thank you for putting up with me, you sweet sexy boyfriend. Ehehe. Happy birthday. Very many happy returns. I love you forever.

P/s: Do u want me to get into my birthday suit tonight? ahahaha. J.k. Dont get your hopes too high.

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Open love letter to the enemies

Dearest enemy,

I understand my existence to you gives you so much life and reasons to do and make all the absurd statements and behaviours that you give. How lonely and without purpose you would be without my breath or without my presence and obvious apathy for your favour.

You are my unofficial long time narrator. Continuing to tell my story over and over to whoever will listen to your nonsense...to whoever thinks that you’re a creditable source of exaggerated and modified bullshit. I understand, i keep your mind stimulated and motivated to come up with things that you think may hurt me and piss me off. I don't blame you for getting your vitality out of my lifestyle and out of my personal decisions.

You are so generous with the energy that you give me, how could i ever be upset with your attention? I am worth thousands or even millions at the thought of your fascination on my downfall. How miserable it must be to be consumed with negative thoughts of someone you don’t even really know...someone who just won’t go away? Because it’s clear that i won’t just go away. You are always there for me, even if it's in the shadiest of intentions. I know you will never go away, you’re devoted and i see you, i see your efforts. And this is my sincerest love letter to you.

Dear enemy, you are my inspiration to keep you bemused. Let’s fight the good fight because none would be complete without a villain. Without someone to come for me, challenge me and give me all the free publicity that my face can buy. I know you’re always watching, so i try to put on my very best show. I try to give you all the ammunition you need, yet you still shoot blanks?

The game wouldn't be fair without an opponent and in my case...it's opponents. Your hatred for me comes from the heart, it’s real and genuine and its origin is ‘love’. So get back to your roots, enemy. There are times i might actually see you face to face but we know this seems unlikely, since you are so obviously behind me.

Sincerely yours forever,

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P/s: Baby, you're my enemy jua whenever you make me feel upset. :P

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